Linking the Sapient Dream

I hope.

Here’s all that I get to worry about now:

-My classmates having to cancel

-My model having to cancel

-Paying for gas and parking a million times over and over

-The weather doing exactly as it did today (no rain in the forecast and rain it did anyway; that and no sun)

-The location sucking

-Getting the shots but having to reshoot anyway

-Having no time at all to get my MacBook repaired and still having to wait another week to do it

All for an outdoor lighting assignment I thought I would enjoy. So much for that. Thank you, Abby for coming out regardless. And sorry, Courtney that this totally ruined our Thursday plans…because not only is this stressing me out, I feel bad that things like this always happen. I’m hoping the week we have together over the summer will lift our spirits up. Because I know I need it as much as you do..

School on Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Two classes on Monday and Tuesday. Already have a ton of work to do that forces me to go to school on Wednesday and Friday. I also have to go to Emerald Downs on Saturday for an orientation, making it so Sunday is my next day off unless I’m done early on Thursday.

Yesterday I had to take my mom’s car to and from Sumner to get to school. Today I’m getting a ride from her boyfriend down to Sumner and I’m getting picked up at Kent station. Wednesday I have no idea how I’m going to get there, especially with a huge, rectangular object with me like the assignment calls for…so I may or may not get it done at all. Thursday I’ll get a ride again, and Friday I’ll figure it out because I have to help out another student set up a gallery show. And Saturday I can maybe get a ride from my mom to Emerald Downs.

That’s this week with no car, I have no idea how long it’ll take to repair with a new problem with it, and I need it as soon as possible or I may just take this quarter off school if I keep having weeks like this. I seriously don’t know what to do about this…

I don’t know what that means because I don’t know anything about cars, but it doesn’t sound good, and I’m extremely frustrated. On top of that, I have to be in Seattle every single day of the week this week for homework assignments I probably won’t get done well, my car isn’t repaired so I won’t have a way of getting anywhere for God knows how long. I haven’t slept for more than 3 hours in weeks. Plus I have a ton of homework after just the first day, which is typical.

Oh yeah, I have to go to Emerald Downs this Saturday for a manditory employee orientation, that’s fine. Guess I’ll start walking. On top of that, I probably can’t help Courtney out on her Spanish video like I promised, which makes me feel terrible.

Jeeze, a single day into my spring quarter and I’m already about to have a massive breakdown.

Seriously, I’m pathetic enough at handling situations like this, just keep adding them on so I won’t sleep for weeks.